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like licking your sweet face // new cyborg (2024) // glial cells
https://glialcellsnoise.bandcamp.com/track/like-licking-your-sweet-face
Oct. 27th, 2024
like licking your sweet face // new cyborg (2024) // glial cells
https://glialcellsnoise.bandcamp.com/track/like-licking-your-sweet-face
current mood: frustrated but okay
current music: contact by pharmakon
current beverage: just finished my coffee :)
current activity: blogginggggg
goal for today: i need to study for my test in physical geo (it should be easy)
i’m looking forward to… my walk! i’m about to take a stroll around my apartment complex
i’m feeling grateful for… my cool friends. still can’t believe they think i’m cool too
notes: last night i was lost in my longtime insecurities again but i’m feeling better today. i still get a little intimidated by my friends because they all seem so cool and smart and well read and creative but if they keep me around they must see the same things in me, right? anyway, i haven’t gotten much done lately because i’ve been feeling a little unwell, but i took a nice shower and i’m hoping a short walk will make me feel more ready to get some work done. i had a super vivid dream last night about going to this awesome library in another dimension and reading books about bats for a while, but then i lost track of my girlfriend and couldn’t find them anywhere. it was upsetting in the dream but made me super grateful to wake up and see them there… i’ve kind of been tailing him around all day because of it. wow this ended up being kind of long
current music: contact by pharmakon
current beverage: just finished my coffee :)
current activity: blogginggggg
goal for today: i need to study for my test in physical geo (it should be easy)
i’m looking forward to… my walk! i’m about to take a stroll around my apartment complex
i’m feeling grateful for… my cool friends. still can’t believe they think i’m cool too
notes: last night i was lost in my longtime insecurities again but i’m feeling better today. i still get a little intimidated by my friends because they all seem so cool and smart and well read and creative but if they keep me around they must see the same things in me, right? anyway, i haven’t gotten much done lately because i’ve been feeling a little unwell, but i took a nice shower and i’m hoping a short walk will make me feel more ready to get some work done. i had a super vivid dream last night about going to this awesome library in another dimension and reading books about bats for a while, but then i lost track of my girlfriend and couldn’t find them anywhere. it was upsetting in the dream but made me super grateful to wake up and see them there… i’ve kind of been tailing him around all day because of it. wow this ended up being kind of long
Prunes // …An Invocation (2019) // Faetooth
https://open.spotify.com/track/5yMiGwiWgcRXDGdpk2ccD7?si=RQXi5D-SRWCgpUeyUpCZLA
it’s crazy just how devastating the executive dysfunction/creative block combination can be. i feel like i’m withering away because i can’t get anything done and nothing i make comes out right and i’ve been kind of on and off stuck here for over a year. drew a little something tonight and scribbled some words down and i’m trying to read but it’s HARD and it just feels like my brain isn’t turned on but i don’t know what to do to change that