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current mood: somewhat calm
current music: souvlaki by slowdive
current beverage: red wine from a box
current activity: unwinding… unpacked more today
goal for today: unpacking as much as possible (✓)
i’m looking forward to… seeing alison tomorrow!!
i’m feeling grateful for… my family :) they’ve made this break a lot less lonely
notes: things have been hard lately, i lost my dog and have to find a new therapist and am still figuring out my meds, but i kind of had some sort of epiphany last night about who i am, or who i was before being hospitalized last february. it’s been almost a year and i feel like i still haven’t recovered fully, but i feel like i’m making progress. i’m someone who needs to go outside and sit quietly at least once a day, and go for walks and bike rides, and read as much as possible. i like who i am and i want to become that person again. speaking of which i think i’ll go for a walk!

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once i’m feeling a little more steady i’ll get back to posting art and music and poetry and whatnot :) took a break from social media for a while that i’m still not quite done with