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current mood: all over the place, but always up
current music: EP+6 by mogwai
current beverage: night coffee
current activity: taking a break from homework
goal for today: teach myself enough physics to be ready for lab tomorrow
i’m looking forward to… taking a walk with alison in a minute
i’m feeling grateful for… how i’ve been feeling recently
notes: i’m trying to be healthier both physically and mentally lately. i’m eating slower and waiting between servings to make sure i’m actually still hungry before i keep eating and trying to eat a more balanced diet. i’m also practicing “being bored”, or more accurately being intentionally understimulated. i’ve been taking bike rides and leaving my phone in my bag and just sitting and enjoying the day or reading a book on a bench about a mile from my apartment. i’m doing well so far this semester and i really hope to continue that. also, ive read my lesbian experience with loneliness by nagata kabi twice in the past two days. it really really resonates with me and i got around to it at the perfect time—right when i’m trying to get better myself

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current favorite album: a day of nights by battle of mice
current top three bands:
1. windhand
2. radiohead
3. faetooth
current top three solo artists:
1. fiona apple
1. mitski
1. julie christmas
(three way tie)
all of this will change rapidly but i wanted to record where i’m at right now